I didn’t know a time will come where your name won’t remind me of the stars anymore. This is the time where I’d breathe peacefully, not minding the baggage you left. It was heavy, it was hard. But I didn’t know it’s a possibility I can hold someday. A possibility of new chances without my…
Read moreSomeone who’s never mine,
…someone who can’t be mine – yet darling, someone whom I never stopped loving. Maybe you are just a theory that somehow conspired decades ago, leaving me shattered feelings, still unusual to what I’ve felt. Maybe now you are just a misunderstood belief; to regret what was done, for the proofs that we almost had….
Read moreAll my life,
I have been wondering about the flaws hidden inside my void. That maybe something is actually wrong with me. That maybe it’s not every time I succeed with all the things I wish for. Maybe sometimes, there could be a time where I won’t excel like I’m always used to. I have been grasping for…
Read moreI still need a poetry to break me.
I’m still here with my pen, writing everything that I could think of. Suddenly, it occurred to me why I am being like this — that sort of imaginative yet realistic dreamer. I wasn’t surprised when I found you in my thoughts. You are a good help. In fact, the only help I’d forever cling…
Read moreAnd yours was never mine to carry.
Somewhere in the next life, there will be a place for us. I’d see myself intertwining my fingers to your hand in reality. I’m sure by that moment, we could finally happen. But I’m not going to bring these memories chained with me in our present times. I will leave this lifetime empty-handed because that’s…
Read moreI like you,
and I talk to the moon about you — but this time, I’m waking up for mornings. I like you, but it’s not every time I write about your favorite euphoria. I like you, and I’ve watched you dance, but it’s not every time my heart would beat for your smiles. I like you, and…
Read moreYou’re still my favorite mistake.
I wish I could scrape you out of my soul forever. I’m sure my heart never stopped beating because of it. It felt wrong. It’s toxic that limits my system to fathom love again. You showed me a sin that I’d be willing to forget. I never thought loving you makes me a sinner already….
Read morePara sa aking tala,
Pwede kong isipin na ilang taon mula ngayon, ang ating mga landas ay muling magkakatagpo. Huli kang darating sa pagtitipon at ako’y kunwaring magtatago sa isang sulok. Pwede kong sabihin na muli kong maririnig ang iyong boses sa aking likuran o di kaya’y ang iyong tawa na tila isang musika sa aking tenga. Pwede kong…
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