…someone who can’t be mine – yet darling, someone whom I never stopped loving.

Maybe you are just a theory that somehow conspired decades ago,

leaving me shattered feelings, still unusual to what I’ve felt.

Maybe now you are just a misunderstood belief;

to regret what was done, for the proofs that we almost had.

But maybe you are not anymore the subject I’ve been longing for in every piece I did.

For you are now someone behind my heartbreaks.


– El


Someone who’s never mine
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