I can’t wait for the day where you’ll finally notice I’m not your biggest fan anymore. Or the annoying one. Or the girl who pushes her luck to someone who can’t love her back. I hope you figure out what happened after you lost track of me. That somehow, my smiles made you vulnerable on…
Read moreThank you for killing me.
I didn’t know a time will come where your name won’t remind me of the stars anymore. This is the time where I’d breathe peacefully, not minding the baggage you left. It was heavy, it was hard. But I didn’t know it’s a possibility I can hold someday. A possibility of new chances without my…
Read moreIntroduce me to Love
All the things before my eyes, Saw nothing but sparkles of delight. Through the window of my soul, You captured my delicate heart. For I still never know what love is, Like a dove who only knows how to fly. A baby mind that I possess, An empty cup about upbringing. You can teach me…
Read moreI like you,
and I talk to the moon about you — but this time, I’m waking up for mornings. I like you, but it’s not every time I write about your favorite euphoria. I like you, and I’ve watched you dance, but it’s not every time my heart would beat for your smiles. I like you, and…
Read moreAnd I thought you wouldn’t leave a scar
— but I was wrong. You were just a little wound when we first met. You didn’t hurt that bad. It was the reason why I never took the medications given to me. I thought I could ease myself like I used to. Like a tip of an arrow, a random chess piece, or a…
Read moreMeet me in the next lifetime.
Even if my name doesn’t sound the same way to you, even if our hearts would never meet the way we do, and even if we are destined no more, I’d still hope to meet you in my afterlife. Because in there, I know my heart would still crave for the same longing, and that’s…
Read moreYou’re always an impossibility to me.
“Someone once asked me why I should wait for the next life when I can have all the things I want today. The truth is, I started giggling. It was a funny move. It made me laugh. But I knew it was a hurricane that kept me awake for nights. Maybe he’s right. You don’t…
Read moreAnd we could be flames of suffering…
but we aren’t. Don’t hold back when you think the sun sets down. Remember, the stars are yet to come home again. – El
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