Hopefully, I could.

I wouldn’t look into your eyes again and tell everyone how much I craved for your sparkles that night. We almost had that incandescent feeling. But I’m glad we never ended. I’m glad I never let myself get trapped into your void again. It was too dark in there, too dark and suffocating. And maybe…

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Thank you for killing me.

I didn’t know a time will come where your name won’t remind me of the stars anymore. This is the time where I’d breathe peacefully, not minding the baggage you left. It was heavy, it was hard. But I didn’t know it’s a possibility I can hold someday. A possibility of new chances without my…

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Introduce me to Love

All the things before my eyes, Saw nothing but sparkles of delight. Through the window of my soul, You captured my delicate heart. For I still never know what love is, Like a dove who only knows how to fly. A baby mind that I possess, An empty cup about upbringing. You can teach me…

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I still need a poetry to break me.

I’m still here with my pen, writing everything that I could think of. Suddenly, it occurred to me why I am being like this — that sort of imaginative yet realistic dreamer. I wasn’t surprised when I found you in my thoughts. You are a good help. In fact, the only help I’d forever cling…

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And yours was never mine to carry.

Somewhere in the next life, there will be a place for us. I’d see myself intertwining my fingers to your hand in reality. I’m sure by that moment, we could finally happen. But I’m not going to bring these memories chained with me in our present times. I will leave this lifetime empty-handed because that’s…

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You’re still my favorite mistake.

I wish I could scrape you out of my soul forever. I’m sure my heart never stopped beating because of it. It felt wrong. It’s toxic that limits my system to fathom love again. You showed me a sin that I’d be willing to forget. I never thought loving you makes me a sinner already….

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I guess it’s his favorite color – yellow.

The color of the sun. Whenever I see him, he brightens up my day. The color of joy and celebration. Whenever I see him, my soul is in feast and is overjoyed. The color of lemon. Whenever I see him, I get gitty. His favorite color. And, whenever I see yellow, I always remember him….

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Para sa aking tala,

Pwede kong isipin na ilang taon mula ngayon, ang ating mga landas ay muling magkakatagpo. Huli kang darating sa pagtitipon at ako’y kunwaring magtatago sa isang sulok. Pwede kong sabihin na muli kong maririnig ang iyong boses sa aking likuran o di kaya’y ang iyong tawa na tila isang musika sa aking tenga. Pwede kong…

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