Let’s not talk about daydreams anymore. Or those times where we fill each other’s baggage when unloading wasn’t an option. Let’s not think of all the possibilities that life gave us the moment we believed we were each other’s dream come true. A part of me already wants you out. A part of you is…Read more
But thank you for passing by.
My life was lonely before you came. It felt like living in a nutshell for so long that I almost forgot how it feels like breathing new air. I didn’t wish for you, you never expected me either. It was just the late afternoon in March when someone knocked on the corners of my void…Read more
But maybe I just stopped caring about you.
I can’t wait for the day where you’ll finally notice I’m not your biggest fan anymore. Or the annoying one. Or the girl who pushes her luck to someone who can’t love her back. I hope you figure out what happened after you lost track of me. That somehow, my smiles made you vulnerable on…Read more
Hopefully, I could.
I wouldn’t look into your eyes again and tell everyone how much I craved for your sparkles that night. We almost had that incandescent feeling. But I’m glad we never ended. I’m glad I never let myself get trapped into your void again. It was too dark in there, too dark and suffocating. And maybe…Read more
Thank you for killing me.
I didn’t know a time will come where your name won’t remind me of the stars anymore. This is the time where I’d breathe peacefully, not minding the baggage you left. It was heavy, it was hard. But I didn’t know it’s a possibility I can hold someday. A possibility of new chances without my…Read more
Introduce me to Love
All the things before my eyes, Saw nothing but sparkles of delight. Through the window of my soul, You captured my delicate heart. For I still never know what love is, Like a dove who only knows how to fly. A baby mind that I possess, An empty cup about upbringing. You can teach me…Read more
I still need a poetry to break me.
I’m still here with my pen, writing everything that I could think of. Suddenly, it occurred to me why I am being like this — that sort of imaginative yet realistic dreamer. I wasn’t surprised when I found you in my thoughts. You are a good help. In fact, the only help I’d forever cling…Read more
And yours was never mine to carry.
Somewhere in the next life, there will be a place for us. I’d see myself intertwining my fingers to your hand in reality. I’m sure by that moment, we could finally happen. But I’m not going to bring these memories chained with me in our present times. I will leave this lifetime empty-handed because that’s…Read more