I didn’t know a time will come where your name
won’t remind me of the stars anymore.

This is the time where I’d breathe peacefully,
not minding the baggage you left.

It was heavy, it was hard. But I didn’t know it’s a possibility I can hold someday.

A possibility of new chances
without my feelings blocking the way like how I’m used to.

Love, remember the night where I told myself
a time will come for me to finally get over you?

I think it just arrived today.
And I’m glad it never came like a lightning bolt the way you did.
Fast and deadly.

– El

Thank you for killing me.
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