I wouldn’t look into your eyes again
and tell everyone how much
I craved for your sparkles that night.

We almost had that incandescent feeling.
But I’m glad we never ended.
I’m glad I never let myself get trapped into your void again.

It was too dark in there,
too dark and suffocating.
And maybe that’s why I wanted to forget you.

To get away from the darkness you once created.
It would be too scary if I’ll stay.
Because the more you suffocate me,
the lesser the chance I’d let go.

The only way to get you out of my heart
is to not look into your eyes again.
And maybe that is how I’d forget you.

– El

Hopefully, I could.
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