I wish I could scrape you out of my soul forever.
I’m sure my heart never stopped beating because of it.
It felt wrong.

It’s toxic that limits my system to fathom love again.
You showed me a sin that I’d be willing to forget.
I never thought loving you makes me a sinner already.

And I don’t know if you’re still worth the fight, honey.
You will always be a mistake to me;
even there were times you almost felt like the only right thing left to do.

– El


You’re still my favorite mistake.
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