When everything is unsure
Who will I call
When you are not mine anymore

In the darkest hours
Will my desire shape the pieces of me
Or I will be drowned in reality
That there’s no you beside me

The bed wasn’t this big
It’s a mile wide now that you left
And will these pillows even matter
When your hugs are what my mind utters

In the darkest hours of mine
Who’ll I call?
When I am still hopeful
That you’ll come back, after all

– Kath Panugan

In the darkest hours
Photo by Everton Vila on Unsplash
fields of emotions anguish, self-love