— a timeless void, a part-time distress, and a half-lighted firefly circling in randoms.

Somehow it occurred to me how your light fed me up when everything turned dim as I was approaching the hymns of my void. It occurred to me how you shone instead of setting down for the dusk and it occurred to me how you kept me warm while pretending to be cold.

Yet darling, I never expected staying in the dark could be this good — and it was better than waking up for my mornings.

– El

You were once a ray of my sunshine
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