The wind shrilled and screamed…

.. on a windy Friday night. It was so cold yet we are still sitting on the white sand at the edge of the seashore. I look at my watch and realized it was quarter to 11 PM already yet we are just there admiring the beauty of the different shades of blue that the…

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Love will never be specific…

… for it resides the purity of hearts as we are to someone. Love is not the glammed drama girls get during their sixteenth year, nevertheless the feels of skipping a heartbeat whenever his scent wanders around. Love is not something we get to choose in between, even if it takes fifty pages of a…

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Looking back to two thousand and fifteen…

… we were just stars on crossroads, wandering where our paths would take us. In intertwined fingers and stitched hearts, in screwed up selves and vodkas, in throbbing pain and promises, we were just stars finding our way back to each other. But lately, I’ve realized how my past changed the universe in me. By…

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And, I keep hoping…

… I hope one day you could remember how I am fond of horror movies and thrillers even if you don’t. I hope one day you could remember how we wrote poems that filled the coldness of our void, and how we believed that happy-ever-afters only happen to those who dream on it. I hope…

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If only I could tell you…

… I still dream about constellations that I named before us, making me believe that those are witnesses of a dream-come-true. If only I could tell you, I’ve been waiting for a star to shine just so we can stare at it at the same time, nevertheless the distance we have. And, if only I…

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Fill my soul with the words I longed for before…

… for it matters to me than it matters to you. Caress me, soft and timid I am, hold me in fatality and bruises until your last peck. Show me how to indulge myself in a way that I could recognize my subtle heart no more. Guide me along the tips from the dim void…

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One day, you’ll be walking into a café…

… and bump someone in an instant. There he is, smiling like pinpricks of stars fused together. And on the next day, you will see yourself on the same café waiting for him to bump you on the second time around, or probably until lightyears go and fade. You expect him to be there, smiling…

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Complexity

You can be happy. You can be sad. Don’t wish for a perfect one-dimensional life. Life is always changing. Love your emotions. Embrace them. But also, learn to control them. – jade Photo by Yesenia Sánchez

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