a time will come where you feel like you wanted to have a break at some point.
It will come, perhaps, with the memories you longed ages ago — and it will feel real than the moment you wished for it.
It will feel painful but it won’t cause a heartbreak. It will feel destructive but it won’t destroy you.
And when it comes, you will see yourself wishing no more for 11:11s like what you were used to when you are hurting.
When it comes, you have to choose yourself first before anyone that never even chose you before.
Yes, it will come, and it will go.
But this time, choose yourself first — then let go.
– El
