With coldness lingering within my senses, with thick splashes touching my skin over the horizon, with the calm yet timid universe where I find myself even if I lose it all over again in summer.

Sometimes, in between all of my wishes and rants, I’ve always wanted to be a new definition of life under these waters.

Perhaps a mermaid fairy, a magical seahorse, a blue whale beast or a twin starfish behind the corals of Atlantis.

I am not just an ordinary human with subtle explorations.

I am an extraordinaire.

I am an adventure-driven bubble and a so-called splash.

But darling, believe me, I am not just a ripple — I am also a wave in disguise.

– El

imagining how it feels to be under the ocean
Photo by Casey Horner on Unsplash
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