Today, I’ll stop sending letters and vintage photographs while pretending that I’m still in the ocean of your smiles.

Today, I’ll walk away and never look back to the things we used to talk about but never made it to the horizon.

Today, I’ll think about how loving myself feels much more than just loving you with my subtle feeling, because I thought I could find myself in you.

And, today, I’ll be finally free — because I need to be.

I need to free myself and no one could ever trap me again.

– El

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