I am not just made for promises.

I am not a bounty human who absorbs everything the universe could give. It could be darkness, a sparkle or a crescent feeling I never had before. You see, I am yet the ordinary, an invincible lover you’d meet. I don’t care about butterflies circling on other people’s stomachs, tears falling down because of a…

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But dear, at least, we met.

We don’t meet people by coincidence. We don’t meet them at a party, in a library or in a museum of rocks. We don’t meet them in hallways carrying books as if helping them when those fall from their hands is a deja vu. We don’t meet them by accident that we tend to believe…

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Let me color your world dear.

And it’s okay if we sometimes use our wrists as a canvass. It’s okay if we hold the knife as if we’re pertaining to the finest brushes ever made. It’s okay if we cut our souls out, get our hearts tattooed with flaws, fail and fail all over again and love like it’s always our…

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How’s life, childhood friends?

Like most other friendships, ours also ended with the cliché clause, “we just stopped talking”. I tried but it was harder than I thought. I’ve realized that we were so in love having the best time of our childhood years, we were so happy running and playing random games in front of our houses, on…

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You were once a ray of my sunshine

— a timeless void, a part-time distress, and a half-lighted firefly circling in randoms. Somehow it occurred to me how your light fed me up when everything turned dim as I was approaching the hymns of my void. It occurred to me how you shone instead of setting down for the dusk and it occurred…

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And if ever you’re longing for my presence,

just visit me in the place where I am resting forever. Don’t forget to bring the most beautiful flower in our garden and my favorite liquor, you know how much I love those. But darling, I love you more than anything in this world, we may not have the best father and daughter bond in…

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Detach

You were never made just to please others with the things they thought you don’t have. It has always been like that. Perhaps, you’d be scarred if you choose their happiness over yours or you’d be selfish for choosing yourself instead. It would never be easy having the love you wanted for your own heart….

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