How did I even become a prisoner of your yesterdays?

Today, I’ll stop sending letters and vintage photographs while pretending that I’m still in the ocean of your smiles. Today, I’ll walk away and never look back to the things we used to talk about but never made it to the horizon. Today, I’ll think about how loving myself feels much more than just loving…

Read more

It’s okay…

…to make your Facebook profile private — it’s hard to thank people falsely praising you. It’s okay to put your earphones on even if your music isn’t playing. You’re tired of giving attention and want to pretend you don’t hear them. It’s okay to post or share sad content. Do whatever you want with your…

Read more

One day,

a time will come where you feel like you wanted to have a break at some point. It will come, perhaps, with the memories you longed ages ago — and it will feel real than the moment you wished for it. It will feel painful but it won’t cause a heartbreak. It will feel destructive…

Read more

Go placidly…

… amid the roar and hatreds. Remember that there is somehow peace and pacific in silence and whenever you get tired of listening to those unsavory voices, just listen to your favorite Before You Exit’s playlists and watch the sky changes its hue. Breathe. Let those massive tears drained from your tired eyes. – Kath…

Read more

I tried to find myself…

… in different places. In different embraces. In different roles. And in different lives. Until I realized, I was already lost, I don’t know where to go. And oh, I was so dumb. Why do I crave for paradise and different colors of the sky? Why do I want to fly to the moon? Why…

Read more

Trapped in a shady blue…

… of whirlwinds from my past, it was me — it was me howling like thunders and wishing for the night to hush me to sleep amidst the shivering coldness. In that body I was trapped with thorns coming out of an ash green, swaying like I’ve never been this hurt before. People would choose…

Read more

Because whenever I write…

… I found calmness and peace within me, in my innocent soul, and in my inquisitive mind. And whenever I’m lost in other’s brutal words again—where my mouth couldn’t speak and my eyes couldn’t do anything but to release those heavy tears inside, my hand will always find its way to hold my eloquent stylus…

Read more

I have no doubt that self-love…

… brings so much joy to me. It soothes chaos and awakens my inner desires. Later, I realized that glow up can’t only be achieved through money to buy beauty products rather, acceptance and untangling threads through deep talks between you and your soul shows more vivid result.  – Kath Panugan (How to glow up?…

Read more